Wasting My Time

As time passes all I hear is silence
But the memories I have speak volumes like violence
Your laugh, your smile, your eyes so bright
Like the time we kissed and I died inside

On and on and on
I see you
On and on and on
From beyond the grave
On and on and on
It kills me to hear that you’re doing fine
It’s exhausting I’m wasting my time

It’s exhausting I’m wasting my time

Life has taught me so many lessons
Yet your picture still sits framed on my dresser
Like a ghost from my past that I’m standing beside
I’m holding on to something that I never will find
Like the time we kissed and I died inside

On and on and on
I see you
On and on and on
From beyond the grave
On and on and on
It kills me to hear that you’re doing fine
It’s exhausting I’m wasting my time

I’m staring up at the ceiling now
Need some time to think it out
I’m always falling, it’s so exhausting
I’m wired like a machine for this
Was there something I could’ve missed
I’m always falling, it’s so exhausting

On and on and on
I see you
On and on and on
From beyond the grave
On and on and on
It kills me to hear that you’re doing fine

On and on and on
I see you
On and on and on
From beyond the grave
On and on and on
It kills me to hear that you’re doing fine
It’s exhausting I’m wasting my time