Telling Myself

so now's the time you change your mind

and decide that you don't want me

i never thought i'd be the fool

crawling after someone

now i'm crawling after you



you closed your eyes before

just to try to ignore the open door in front of you

you took me by surprise

like a fish of truth in the sea of lies

but you were the greatest lie of all



i don't deserve this

you don't deserve me

at least that's what i keep telling myself



even though i cry sometimes

i know in the back of my mind i will be alright

maybe even tomorrow

i never thought i'd be the fool

looking for someone

now i'm looking for someone new



i don't deserve this

you don't deserve me

at least that's what i keep telling myself



oh, i don't deserve this

you don't deserve me

i can't be lonely forever



i don't deserve this

you don't deserve me

i can't be lonely forever

at least that's what i keep telling myself