Not Fine

I'm still shuddering from the impact
forgotten everything has changed
I see you but I don't recognize you
I guess I only knew one angle of your face

I bared my throat and my wrists,
and then you come at me with this.

And no, I'm not fine,
and no, everything is not okay
I can't believe the things that you've been capable of
Can't believe what I have seen today

Still standing here among the smoking rubble
of every single minute we shared.
You came colliding headfirst,
citing all your troubles,
and you plead absolution still hanging in mid-air.

And I bared my throat and my wrists,
then you come at me with this.

And no, I'm not fine,
and no, everything is not okay.
I can't believe the things that you've been capable of,
'can't believe what I have seen today.

So you're struggling to put me back together
but it's you the one who pushed me off the wall
so rest assured this war's not more than I can weather
I may be cracked but I'm not broken from this fall

I bared my throat and my wrists,
and then you come at me with this.

No, I'm not fine,
and no, everything is not okay.
I can't believe the things that you've been capable of,
'can't believe what I have seen today.

And no, I'm not fine;
No, everything is not okay.
I can't believe the things that you've been capable of,
'can't believe what I have seen today.