When Late Becomes Early

i did it all for nothing
i did it all for us
and the thought of you being mine
this time it's different
everything around us is torn apart
this is not what i deserve
a part of me has fallen
before i let you know
we'll need some time to grow
this is not what i deserve
a part of me has fallen
i want to let you know
i want to let you go
life gets harder every day
i'll do my best to show up