Changing Now

I'm scared, scared to return
ran away again and you won't learn
beating me down, to nothing
losing, myself in the worry

what you call life, is changing now
with the sound, of pain
what you call home, is burning down
to the ground

been smoking, drinking to escape
my fears of you leaving me in tears
and I know it all sucks, for you
but, I will not give up

what you call life, is changing now
with the sound, of pain
what you call home, is burning down
to the ground