Then & Now

It's all here
It's not easy
At least she's here
Right beside me
It's so clear
I'd be leaving
Two weeks from here
It's displeasing

And I couldn't stand the pain
Of starting over again
It would be too hard to love again

And I have seen the future
It would be too long
I don't think I can hold on

It's all gone
It's not easy
I must be strong
And try to please me
It will long
But I can't sit here
I'm looking on
Its getting better

You might see me laughing
And you wouldn't be wrong
I have got to look up
And carry on

Taking back what I said
Because of how I feel
And I know that right isn't always real

And all I know is that you kept me dead
And all I know is that you kept me dead
And all I know is that you kept me dead
And all I know is that you kept me dead