Derailed

I should have known it'd be the fucking same, and all I've got is myself
to blame. I should have learned by now and it's scary to think that I
can make myself believe anything. In the back my mind I think I always
knew that I was setting myself up for the worst. Of course I realized I
was right all along. It's happened before, this time is not the first.
Derailed. Time after time I shoot myself in the foot. No matter how I
pull it keeps slipping away. Fuck I suck at this! But I still persist.
Like any dog I'm going to have my day