Maybe I'm Yellow

The last thing you said to me was
"When did you become so cold?"
I'd kill to trade those days for anything less gray
So I remember a brighter shade

I hope you see it in his eyes
Like you did with me
You're deep and overbearing
And no one will know love like you did with me

A reoccuring chance is all that I don't want this time
I can't bear the thought of a lifetime with or without you

I'm caught between December air and winter's depressing breath.

Please let me down.