Leaving

Leaving
I remeber the time
when I was wrong
But I knew myself and I was strong
Something came to me -
esteem unknown
And I began to climb
onto a higher throwne
But now I'm slidin'
while I'm climbing higher
I'm loosing myself and I'm getting tired
I want to sleep! Can I sleep?
Tonight shadows begin to light
Outside darkness is gettin' bright
Inside begins an inner fight
This is my fight for a day
Day is fading away
MY fight for a day
I ask myself to stay
Now I live in a time
where nothing is defined
Got all my scores,
but I'm still not satisfied
While I try to lay down
unable to reach my dreams
My night is darker as it seems to me
I'm walking on
but now my game is over
I'm not releasing that my steps are slower
I have to sleep! I can't sleep, hey!
Tis is my fight for a day
Day is fading away
My fight for a day
I ask myself to stay
Oh, I can't, I won't, I can't stop climbing
I see the night, but I just can't find it
I walk, I run, I keep on climbing
I see the score, but still it's hiding
I think, I believe, I think I'll find it
The sun is set, but it is not shining
I walk, I run, I keep on fighting
I waited for... So now I'm dying