Ready This Time

I've got a brand new attitude
Out with the old, in with the new
I bet this takes you by surprise
You filled my head up, full with smoke
You smothered me and I choked
But I've made better decisions this time

I am on my own
I'm stepping out of my comfort zone
I've left this all behind
I'm really ready, ready this time

I've got these words stuck in my throat
As if they're ready to explode
But I keep my tongue bitten this time
I've made decisions I can't take
If you were me then you would break
Sometimes I feel like I'm destined to fail