I Can Always Forget

I will never live without it
But I can always forget
There are stories, most are secrets
I will always regret

I had so many years to try to understand the reason why
I wish I could forgive myself the way that you forgave me then
The story I won't tell
But you know so well

I will never live without it
But I can always forget
There are stories, most are secrets
I will always regret

I knew it then
And I lost a friend
I wonder if you knew I loved you
I broke my own heart

I will never live without it
But I can always forget
There are stories, most are secrets
I will always regret

Your name is Jude
Once I did you wrong and I've been sorry for so long