Falling Apart

Consumed by your words first
The more I think of you the more it hurts
Belated by thoughts I can't see
These reoccurring dreams are surrounding me

I'm falling apart
I'm back at the start
These memories that last with me make it harder to go on

Now I know there's something wrong
When I put my fake smile on
And all you see is nothing

I can't believe you anymore
Through all the pain you've seen I can't see you anymore
I can never believe you anymore
But I really need you tonight