Awaiting Execuiton

Awaiting Execution
Sittin in a cell waitin I'm contimplatin
Will I see god in heaven or am I seein satan?
i'm debatin was it worth it actin on my urges
Like i had the right to take a life on countless murders
It aint my fault I'm wicked im just as sick kid
I needed help now im waitin to die while time is tickin
Everytime the sun rise i make a scratch on the wall
So as the days go by i can keepin track of em all
I know nobodys gonna miss me cus i never had a home
You got me locked inside with family but i always was alone
Not a clone in the lab raised by mad scientists
Its all a delusion i should have told a psychiatrist
I try to sit and rationalize close my eyes
See the faces of my victims just before they die
Why couldnt i stop why was killin my addiction
Why couldnt my mind see the line of that conviction
Cus every bloody body part the FBI discovered
Was a piece of someones child someones friend someones mother
I guess its too late to give a fuck now
I gotta pay the consequences some how
So i sit in a cell sicker than hell hittin myself
If they dont kill me I'll be killin myself
I'm feelin myself fadin away as the days pass
I'm gettin payed back in a chamber full of gas
But its my own fault i should have never got caught
Now they lock me inside of this mysterious vault
So i gasp and choke on the smoke and i cant see
Now I'm dead that makes them no better than me