You Mock Me

And I asked you to be a symbol of strength
Once given yet, you mocked me
Oh, the mockery!
And I placed so much confidence in the lessons I swear you taught me
Yet, you mocked me
Oh, the mockery!
And you talked about my glory days
And you say the best is yet behind me
You just bring up old stuff
Our relationship is so unhealthy
So cold dependent , you cut me down
You blame me ,I blame me
And I'm a man and I won't crack
And I won't show emotions right
I do just like my daddy did and his did
Burry you,
I build a mausoleum with a storage attached to it
Just for you
And I've grown so very 'and failed to make you stay there
I hate it when you show up to my'
And without a note of shame
You almost ruined my marriage
You mocked me
Oh,the humanity!
And I tried to upgrade the way I speak and raise my daughter
But every time I open my mouth
All I hear is my father
And the same foolish pride, pit he installed
He's into my pores, like poring so annoying
And I put so much faith in you
But you let me down
I see my own eyes and my 8 year old
When I correct her
Why won't you go away?
You smirk when you chase me
You're a cold Helen of Troy
That toys with emotions and'
Bring boys like me fall for it every time
You mocked me!
And I'll probably do my best to convince you
That I'm the victim, but you just don't believe me
You insist you are me
And I 've rand and I've ran
Yet your strive is identical
Every step I took
Your foot fit in right
And can I shake you?
I just can't shake you
You are my past,why won' you stay there?
You 're that pain that guides us
Strings that tie us
That coincidence that proves us that gods exist
The joy I misplaced
Beautiful mistakes
My Crimson Cord