Trainwreck

I feel like shit today
same thing as yesterday
I doubt tomorrow I'll be fine

I fucking hate myself
can't live with who I am
since I have crossed this very line
at this point there is
nothing I would rather do
than close the curtains
and lock myself up here in this room
the only thing I do
is just sitting here and stare
I'd leave this place
this town this country
or this world for all I care

I feel just like a trainwreck
wish I could turn the time back
undo the things that I did
unsay the things that I said