The Suicide Note I Never Wrote

Life is like the flame on the candles you have lit
A tiny light breaks the darkness, but of course
It always goes out
Always goes out
Enveloped in the darkness again
Watch the candles flicker
Watch them melt and burn
Baby-you'll never feel the fire!

*Everything you know is but a raindrop
of what is really out there (out there)
If what I know is a raindrop
The world must be a hurricane...Yeah

I'm blowing out the candles now
The darkness will again cloak me
And I'll settle in
Settle in
If I wasn't so afraid of death
I'd put a bullet through my head
Right this second (right this second baby)

*Everything you know is but a raindrop
of what is really out there (out there)
If what I know is a raindrop
The world must be a hurricane...Yeah

I'm afraid it's my fault
It must always be this way
Too fast to live
Too young to die

It's the suicide note I never wrote.