Bite The Bullet

Where have i gone wrong? Theres a devil inside of me afraid to meet his wreckless alter ego.
It all comes tumbling down. Seconds out and im a waste of space, a fucking disgrace to be with.
Bite the bullet, night falls then four walls come closing in.
Gather my thoughts. Take deep breaths and prepare for the worst.
With a gun to the back of my head. You read me my rights and spill your anamosity.
Four walls are closing in.
Sometimes i feel like im losing on the lottery. Unexpected results could change my goals. Before i fill in the cracks in my head just remember i took the time to give a fuck. But thats just my luck (as always)
How can you prepare, times like these come out of nowhere, Blatently you thought about it shamelessly.
I realise that its not meant to be and wished i could had seen it coming. Drop a bombshell on my life. Return to paradise?!?!?!
The feelings and lies were her greatest disguise.
The feelings and lies were a joke.
Sometimes i feel like im losing on the lottery,
Sometimes i feel like my lucks run out
4 Walls are closing in.
Drt drt drt. Blastbeat,,... beetdoon!!!