This Is The Last Train

Here's a life derailed
Here's a lesson learned
I'm on the last train with everything I've earned
Empires crash down
Together with structure
I am a pillar in a vast controlled future

I've been lost, here inside
I know this is the last train I will ride

One more rapid fire
From a practice nerve
And of course I surrender to make up for my words
He's insanable
In his self-defense
I am that idiot infighting with the rest

I've been dumped a million times
I know this is the last train I will ride

This morning I woke up
And painted myself red
Waiting to leave on any train that fled
I'm an idiot
Missing when I'm blessed
Left for embitterment where I will not be missed

I've been wrong a million times
I know this is the last train I will ride
This is the last train I will ride all alone
Please believe
I know this is the last train waiting for me