Blood

I keep on spitting into the abyss
And I'm surrounded on all sides
And I probably should have changed
But what if my mouth ran dry
And I have a sneaking suspicion
That it's been a joke the whole time
And all my friends are playing pranks
And the rest of you is a lie
But I'm still unconvinced
That not even nothing exists
But can I see its blood
Even if only one time?
Can I see its blood
Even if only one time?

My greasy hands try and to hold on that which can't be held
Or measured against anyone else's
I hear if you sit there long enough something will bubble up
But it's hardly ever what you want
I wish I even had the patience to bring myself to pray something
But its always only against
No one can convince me one way or the next
And then I try to relax

But can I see its blood
Even if only one time?
Can I see its blood
Even if only one time?