I've Lost My Mind

Why the fuck is this shit on me
I put what i can to it
what else do i need?
FUCK, why is this me?
FUCK,
I carry the weight
which should put me down
I´ll keep adding on
until I hit the ground
FUCK, why is this me?
FUCK,
I´ve lost my mind
I´ve broken down, I´m gone this time
I´ve lost my mind
No turning back, I´m gone this time
Let me be free,
or I will sink
into the ground