As Still Blows The Sea

old love - everlasting
new love
young
agony
impossible
desperation
la bohéme
blatant
agony of grief
beauty
romance:
the storm is awake
blows still but still in agony
and still bows the sea
within these days
and still bows the sea
in a summer dangerous
when i lost emma forest
to emily tree
my heart sucks
soaks in memory
in movements of melancholy
and i feel like gustav mahler
playing personally
there's a soul that lives in agony
getting closer to me
closer to me
still - in deeper agony
my eyes run up and down and sideways
i still try to find the scratches
of my enemily
injures so mild
makes me lonely and wild
getting closer to me...