Not So Young

"Is this all I am? Is this everything that I am meant to be?"
It's bringing me back to when I was young
but not so young that I couldn't sort my feelings out.
The kind of young where I thought I was friends with everyone.

But I'm not honest. You're not either.
What's the worst that could happen?

Is this all I am? Is this everything that I am meant to be?

It was a welcome distraction
From a wall that I had yet to climb.
So just think of all the good you could have done
And all the time you could have saved
By not wasting it on me.

I don't mean anything I say.

Is this all I am? Is this everything that I am meant to be?

Because all we want to know is whether or not we're alone.

Is this all I am? Is this everything that I am meant to be?