Derailed

Now that it's done, why am I the one
Who takes the blame for the things that went wrong. I did what I could but nothing was ever good enough.. I wish she understood

The rain falls hard on a humdrum town. When no one's around. I wonder where she is.. I wonder who she's with. I wonder when I'll see the light of day

I feel my strength going down the drain. I don't know if I can drink enough. To make me forget about all this stuff. I feel my will sucked down the drain. Staring at the phone wont make it ring. But still I sit and wait for something

A hundred CDs.. but not one to please. The channels they seem all the same on TV. I strum my guitar but nothing can take. My mind off of her