Self Versus Self

If I struggle a lifetime,
What would my body be?
An empty shell,
or what a demon fed?

Could be a heavy burden,
to stay true to your words.
Speak up,
wanna silence everything!

If I got no plan,
[Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free.]
if I got no meaning,
Would you force me to a place where I make sense?
['Cause nothing lasts forever!]

[How do I get home?]
Everything revolves around you!
[If I can't find myself?]
You're so completely fake!

[How do I get home?]
Everything revolves around you!
[If even you can't help?]
Dark nights from my soul!

I deny failure,
I ignite.
Woe work on my misery!
She wins all their eyes.

Realise what they find's not fate,
This is not me! This is me!
So if I struggle a lifetime,
What good, would that do?

If I got a plan,
[Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside.]
If I do make sense,
would you drag me down?
['Cause nothing lasts forever!]

[How do I get home?]
Everything revolves around you!
[If I can't find myself?]
You're so completely fake!

[How do I get home?]
Everything revolves around you!
[If even you can't help?]
Dark nights from my soul!