Not What I Want

I think today it just dawned over me
Lost the hopes of what I've always wanted to be
I tried before as not to let it by
Look into the mirror and wonder why.

If I could find
Another rhyme
A means to justify my ways
Another place,
Another time
It's not what I want to do

And on those days my luck is running low
I pull up a chair and stare outside my window
I wonder if somehow I'll find a way
Eluding happiness just one more day

If I could find
Another rhyme
A means to justify my ways
Another place,
Another time
It's not what I want to do

I think today it's just dawned over me
I lost the hopes of what I've always wanted to be
I wonder if somehow I'll find a way
Eluding happiness just one more day

If I could find
Another rhyme
A means to justify my ways
Another place,
Another time
It's not what I want to do