Mother

At first you made me listen
I cannot play your frequency
I suppose it was a lesson
cracking fingers, I can hear it
My nails stucked in the wall,
teared off, my feets in concrete
eyes shut tight, I just might
start listening, a million wishes
I've poisoned your heart, can you forgive me?
The ground is open beneat my feet
I've killed our children.. fo our convenience,
I clench my body to the roots of a tree