Turn Cold

You call it growing up
come to terms with all the years
that you spent fucking up
and to wipe away your tears
i've lost myself
and time hasn't changed a thing
i'm still a fucking kid
trying to deal with his mistakes
i'm sick of pressing on
cause shit still ain't making sense
and no matter how hard i try
my life is still a fucking mess
i've lost myself
and time hasn't changed a thing
i'm still a fucking kid
trying to deal with his mistakes
crushes on and dreaming
keeping to ourselves
i drown myself - but it proves i care
i still can't forget those years