Qui Ja Plaisante?

Just tell me how this ends, I'm forgiven?
I'm forgotten, I'm forsaken, I'm forever on trial?
I'm still seated at the table? (No)
I'm visited in jail? (No)
Just another cautionary tale?
To no one's surprise

Oh, I gotta know if there's an end

All the time I spent, posing, pretending, posturing
Could've learned another language
Written more songs
I could've saved my marriage
Qui je plaisante?

You asked the questions, and I answered honеstly
What more could I do?
You forbade lies and dеspised the true

Just tell me how this ends, I'm forgiven?
I'm forgotten, I'm dead?