Where Did December Go

i heard every word you said las night
when we talkes about vicarious goodbyes
and i've shut you out of it all because i didnd want to care
and after all these tears had swelles in my eyes
i wonder how you stand to call me your friend
perhaps i need convincing so im listening
tell me where did december go?
where did december go?
i wont make up my mind why cant i make it clear
i'll wait until i've closed my eyes
though i've dreamed that one at thousand times
if you were mine i'd make it show outside like memories