Painfully Yours

Your voice doesn't sound good today,
Seems like my wrong doings have caused more problems.
The words I said in my fit of anger,
Caused you to go away.
I'll kick myself for the rest of my days,
Knowing that I screwed up the one thing that meant the most to me.
I know this song is meaningless now,
But my heart still aches for your forgiveness.
I just can't deal with the fact,
That I never gained your love and trust.
You are my world and always will be.
But I am no longer yours.
And it's my own god damn fault.