A Definite Maybe

Tech decks and tater tots
Long talks and dirty thoughts
And these are a few of my favorite things.
My love for overthinking always helps to pass the time
Also getting into arguments and watching out for signs
It's hard to be around myself but here I am so take your time
(I swear like a trucker and for cute girls I'm a sucker)

And all I am are mistakes
So you can just give me a break

I turned that light off years ago
I am not perfect this I know
But I have fixed all my mistakes
And it keeps me confused
Keeps me confused

I am not cool and I am not smooth but
I am a definite maybe,
Take your time and you can save me

Open your ears here's the key to the diary
It's everything you ever really wanted to hear
It's left vague so you can fill in what you know

I often seem to wander when I don't know where I am,
Welcome to stilettos, may I have this dance
don't take me serious
I'm just delirious

And all I am are mistakes
So you can just give me a break

I turned my heart of years ago
I'm close to perfect now you know
I have fixed all my mistakes
And it keeps me confused
Keeps me from you

Now I'm so smooth and I'm always cool but
I am a definite maybe,
Take your time and you can save me

You'll never notice if you don't take the time to pay attention
Yes there are times when I feel the need to stop in the center of this intersection

These words mean nothing if you are not listening
I'll take control only if I would let me
And if there's no reason then I shall discover
Why the enjoyment belongs to the others?

I guess I'm just trying to explain
There's no reason to explain myself to anyone other than you

I guess I'll just give up cuz nothing means anything
It's easy to give up when it wasn't mine in the first place