Heaven Knows (I've Changed)

Heaven knows I've changed
I couldn't be the man I was but I know
He's a part of my being today
and I'm dealing with my life of those days

In the back of my mind there's a taste that lingers
The burdens I buried
And I was too good to be bad, cos innocent like Jesus
All the reasons I've carried
And it was the bitterness of hunger for the things I've never had
I was fighting with a beast in my head
Heaven knows I've changed
Even god and love are not the same
I feel all my scares today
And I'm dealing with my life of those days
I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same

I was running around while my knees were crumbling
Suffering for freedom
And there were too many perceptions, many wrong directions
And they were changing like seasons
And with every single story I've grown stronger day by day
Now I see the light in my pain

Heaven knows I've changed
Even god and love are not the same
I feel all my scares today
And I'm dealing with my life of those days

Oh heaven knows I was innocent
I meant every word that I said
So each and every hill
Had a valley and its thrill
And I don't owe you any sympathy
Cause the only thing I gotta deal with burns in me

Heaven knows I've changed
Even god and love are not the same
I feel all my scares today
And I'm dealing with my life of those days
But the memories will stay,
oh heaven I have changed...