Dead Melodies

I CANNOT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I SMILED
I ONLY KNOW I'M STARING COLD SINCE I CAN THINK
FORGOTTEN THINGS RISE UP AGAIN
AND PULL ME TOWARDS DEATH
NOTHING I HOLD IN MY HAND
THAT IS WHY I CRY
WILL ANYONE BE THERE FOR ME
WILL ANYONE REMEMBER ME
ALL I CAN HEAR ARE DEAD MELODIES
THEY SURROUND ME SHOW ME THE MEANING OF MY LIFE
THEY SURROUND ME SHOW ME WHY I CRY
ALL THAT I TRIED TO DO, I HAVE FAILED
SO I RETURNED BACK INTO THE SHADOWS
WHAT CAN I DO NOW, I HAVE NOTHING
INSTEAD OF THIS GUN IN MY HAND
AND SO I WALK MY WAY ( I SHOOT MYSELF )
TO END THIS SUFFERING
MY EXISTENCE BROKEN
DROWNED IN A LONELY TEAR