Reality

Reality

Im getting really pissed
staring back at all the chances that I missed
And i dont understand why
people change and I dont know why I
seem to be the one left behind.
And it seems that everyone is blind
to the way that i feel tonight
So i just pretend that eveythings alright.

no not this time
im not what I say
no im not alright
no im not ok
just say im fine
no not this time

Now i say what the fuck
why are they all so fake
If I just pretend i can make it all go away
But everywhere i go its shoved in my face
Even the ones you love
seem to go the same way
and even my own heart starts to ache
when i see my face and i feel kind of fake.