Control

Well it can't be changed something I feel in my heart. Although you tried to rip it out of me from the very start. Sometimes I loose my rationality, not even from a whim. The force that keeps me in control. It kicks me leaving me unstable. I'm ready to explode. Just hit the switch and I'll surely go. I realize I finally lost control. It's the beginning and the story gets told. I got fucked for the very last time. All the pain that you felt was mine. It's funny how we loose out train of thought over silly emotion, the reason why we fought. Although I can't explain the unexplainable, that keeps me going, and gives my life an interesting twist. I lost control