This Song Is Ridiculous

I woke face down in the sand.
Only remembering the holes in your hands.
You looked at me so fondly,
Although I walked away.

So can you teach me to dance?
Or tell me the number of stars in the sky?
I am a carcass lying in the roses
Suffocating with each breath.

Turning the pedals into paper,
I'll kill us all before I'm through.
Pull out my heart;
Tear at my lungs so I don't feel this anymore.