Won't Follow Him

Can't you feel that I have changed my mind

About my lure of death and suicide

I've felt myself really ashamed since the time

I lost one of my best friends and my mind



Won't follow him!



I think that I would not do some-

Thing like that to the people

Who protected me when I was younger



But I can't really feel some hate

My friend was so afraid

That he had not realised



The pain he would make me feel

The pain he would make us feel

The pain he would make them feel



This wound that can't heal up

This mouth that won't shut up

Remembering that he is gone



He left this world behind to run away from depression

But I can't really forgive

You've left this world behind to run away from depression

But I can't really forgive