Shamed

my life is shamed
but your the one too blame
why did you fuck me up
was my love not enough

i do everthing for you
but thats not enough
goddamn when will you ever give it up

for you i live
for you i die
for you i hate everthing inside
cause for you i wait
but i never get a taste
all this time has just been a waste

ive got to clear my conscience
cause you no i feel so cold
nothing is as it should be\i never do what i am told

s.(situation)n.(normal)a.(all)f.(f***ed)u.(up)
but i will not give up
clear my head
of all this mess
just as you said
you were never second best