Emotions

Laying in my bed, my mind gets sick of tears
Now the things passed me, i’ve ever feared
So my head is full of emptyness, i dont want lonliness
Whom to blame? My feelings are unexpected, happiness
sometimes seems so sweet, i feel weak like a creep,
wastin my time with writing sucha sheet,
melancholy gets power, wish to see you, im a freak,
always try to get first in the championship the league,
i laugh, i cry, being myself i’ve ever tried,
got fucked up, about 1000 times i lied,
but the result of it sucks, walking back the line,
so i lay down, calm down, cuz it takes me too much time
im feeling sad, too many things that put me back,
too my roots and my time, my life is just a fucking crime,
thinking of the past, makes me feeling mad,
i rember the words, the things you told me, you said:
dont hide your feelings, just be who you are,
sometimes you’ll get sick, but otherwise you’ll get loved,
dont try to be another person, do what you like,
and in the end you’ll see, the things will get right
i laugh, i cry, being myself i’ve ever tried,
got fucked up, about 1000 times i lied,
but the result of it sucks, walking back the line,
so i lay down, calm down, cuz it took me too much time