Final Song

by the time you get this,
it will be too late.
Sorry i put you threw the wait.
Im sorry im selfish, im sorry im doing this.
But to know the end is finally coming,
i cannot resist.
Im so full of animosity.
Im not tangible, So misunderstood.
Im malevolent, my lifes no good.
Im not myself anymore.
i dont know where ive gone.
But im guessing this will be,
My last and final song.
I used to be so calm.
But now im so skittish,
like a beaten Child. Broken Glass.
Its time to just quit this.
Im not immaculate,
im not true. Im not worthwhile.. Im not you.
I strive to be loved.
I strive to be held.
but those are the things, i cannot weld.
Please continue on.. make something of life.
Stay wonderful stay strong.
Once again im sorry im doing this,
But its not wrong.
I love you once again.
this is so long.
Hang in there..
it will be better when im gone.