3, 2, 1

I cannot stay here any longer,
and bear to feel the ache.
Its eating away at my insides,
all the complications in the past yearsm
is what ive always had to hide,
i lied and lied and said i was alright.
but now i cant hold back,
i cant hold it in,
no wonder i can never win
win this game, this so called life
this life.
So full of shame,
broken promises.
Buried in guilt lies and greed.
the ties that once held my life together,
have finally broken free.
I dont deserve to live,
im so worthless,
its what they all say
and now its my time,
to finally go away.
To go away,
to wither and die.
This is my final goodbye.