Suicide Note

If I could tell you something just before did it

I think I would tell you, Octavia

Don't leave us

At least not yet



If I had my chance to convince you

I think that I would, I think I would tell you, Octavia

I'm not sure what's going on

But I think I can help you



But me you did not call on that night

To say you were leaving



I would have promised you if I could then I would

Spend every night and day with you

I really would

If it'd mean that you won't be leaving



I would have told you stories just to keep you awake

If you felt like you were getting tired of living

Just to hold on

Before you go away sleeping



But me you did not call

To me you did not write

The letter you left behind, that night

To say you were leaving



I know that I barely know you

And the time that we've spent hasn't been very long,

But Octavia, I would have prayed

That you'd believed me when I'd say



I love you