Why Did I

why did i love you
why did i trust you
and why did i hate you
and why did i like you
why did i lie to you
why did i say i'd die for you
why did i say all those sweet things to you
why did i say all those hurtful things to you
why did i know
why didnt i know
why did i go
why was i so confused
why am i so confused
why oh why am i so fucked up
why did i love you
why did i hate you
why dont i know who i am anymore
why oh why did i.....