Slit Wrists

PAIN - I COULDN'T ASK FOR MUCH MORE
SO MANY TIMES I'VE PICKED MY FACE OFF THE FLOOR
GOD YOU WOULD THINK I'M A WHORE
BEGGING FOR A LIFE AND NOTHING MORE
I FEEL MY TIME IS NEAR
BUT THESE VEINS COULD USE SOME FUCKING FRESH AIR
STILL I WISH TO SUFFER ONE MORE TIME
AND FRAUDULENTLY LIVE MY LIFE

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I always lived the lies
My veins are now sucked dry
So sick of trying
But I can't resist
That burning feeling
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I NEVER THOUGHT
LONELINESS COULD BE SO FRIENDLY
AND FAILURE IS ALL I CAN BELIEVE
GOD YOU THINK I WOULD'VE DIED
I'M JUST ANOTHER WASTE OF LIFE
I USE THIS BLADE TO WIPE MY TEARS
AND IT CUTS AWAY ONE MORE FEAR
STILL I WILL SUFFER ONE MORE TIME
AND FRAUDULENTLY LIVE MY LIFE

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THIS ASYLUM IS MINE!!

SO HERE IS WHERE I SIT
BEHIND THESE WALLS
BARRED FROM EXISTENCE
SCARRED FROM PESTILENCE
I'VE GOUGED OUT EVERYTHING
THAT MAKES ME HAPPY
I'VE WELCOMED EVERYTHING
THAT WOULD KILL
MY SLIT WRISTS
MY CLENCHED FISTS
ON MY KNEES
I SCREAM
RED WAS NEVER
PAINTED WITH PAIN...

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I FRAUDULENTLY LIVE MY LIES.