Red

I carry the weight.
Day after day.
As if I´m unbreakable.
But I´ve never felt this small.
I like how they all.
See me as strong.
Cause then I belive it too.
I´m scared to admit they´re wrong.
And I.
Should be a man.
But my eyes are red, red, red.
Should be a man.
But my eyes are red, red, red.
Scared to reveal the weakness in me.
It´s like I could loose it all.
So I ain´t the one they see.
I put up a wall to hide it all.
But maybe the things that I´m loosing are.
The people out side that wall.
And I.
Should be a man.
But my eyes are red, red, red.
Should be a man.
But my eyes are red, red, red.
Demons in red.
Under my bed.
And they won´t let me go, let me go.
Only so long the dam holds.
Dark thoughts overflow, overflow.
Should be a man.
But my eyes are red, red, red.
Should be strong.
But I´m tired of holding on.
I´m hanging on by a threat.
I´ve never known it´s okay.
To fall and break.
Should be a man.
But my eyes are red, red, red.