Fields Of Life

Tell me why I stand here again
I cannot seem to make up my mind
Now I'm right where I wanted to be
But still I find it hard to smile
I wait for the euphoria to come
Maybe I've got it all wrong
I'm stranded
On the fields of life
No..
Not again, I said to myself
But there you were and schook me around
Dragged me out from the cave in my mind
A place I wanted noone to find
Destiny has always had a way with me
Opened up my lying eyes and made me see
I hope you hear me
When you come too near me
I don't know how to handle desire
On the fields of life
I don't know where to go
On the fields of life
I don't know where to turn
On the fields of life
I don't wanna lose what I have found
A light in the darkness around
Why can't I let go of the fear
And let all my doubt disappear
I depend on the balance divine
Always so hard to combine
I hate the insecurity inside of me
I will always be my biggest enemy
I will always fear me
Cause when noone steer me I will go
Into the fire alight
On the fields of life
I don't know where to go
On the fields of life
I don't know where to turn
On the fields of life
I don't wanna die alone
On the fields of liefe