Smitten With You

When I see you I can't find the words to speak
My cheeks go as red as two big cherries
I try to look beautiful for you
stuffing my dress up with tissues,
hoping you'll notice but it's obvious
and I get so embarrassed.
I'm so smitten with you
and everyone knows it.
When you're not around
I clutch chest and say
I'll look you in the eyes and not be so god damn shy
but I am, I can't find the words to speak.
But in my dreams, I walk up to you and say:
"Do you want to get a milkshake after the show?"
You say sure, but first I take you to the bathroom stall
give you a quick hand job and then we go.
Walk across the street in the snow to the restaurant,
squeeze beside each other in the seat, share the same straw,
leave my lipstick on the cup and lick the foam off with my tongue
flirting with the waiter when he comes,
twirling my hair and batting my eyelashes like a hollywood star
winking at the cameras, and when we go
i wear your coat around my shoulders and you hold my hand,
you walk me home
i take you in, peel off my dress
throw you on the bed
and do everything I imagine I did
when I masturbated and thought about you.