New TV Star

hand wrapped around a
rag soaked in gaso
line it's nightmare time

yeah, i'm on teevee
i'm really here.
it's really me

"blown straight backwards
eyebrow cut and bleeding
out the door"

what a surprise
there's no light in my eyes
when i'm gone
i hope you find this song
and i hope it kills you

gun cocked and raised high
(flag for the new year)
banner for the dead

children screaming
"i hope heaven is
silent" and then i

"cops break in and
he falls backwards
fingers limp, blood-red"

what a surprise
there's no light in my eyes
when i'm gone
i hope you find this song
and i hope it kills you

just like you killed me