This Is What I Feel Right Now

I waited so long to be able to say that i felt this way
And i was very close to it all being gone
The more tears that i see
The more useless i'd feel
The only person i love and look at what i've done
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You could've walked away that day
But you stayed
I don't know what to say
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My behaviour towards myself has been so appaling
If you care for me why can't i?
The more that i see me
The more that i hate me
Because i know how much i've put you through
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You could've walked away that day
But you stayed
I don't know what to say
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Oh God, i've found an angel
And all i do is clip her wings
I think everybody knows she could do better
But i don't her to leave
I want her to be happy with me
The way things should be
If i turn to you God, will you promise me i won't fail?
Will you promise me that she won't set sail?
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You ignore the people that really hate me
You could've given in and joined them
You could be hating me too
You could be wanting me blue
But it seems you love me as much as i love you
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You could've walked away that day
But you stayed
I don't know what to say
You could've walked away that day
But you stayed
I think i know what to say...i love you too much
So stay with me and help me through
Stop me falling through
This paracetamol blue
My cure is you