Seldom

Seldom i feel alive stupid thing that i hide,
don't blame my pride last toy of mine
i feel tired of my scars that you scoff
got to wait to degrade and defrost
my life and my fate they pray for oblivion
weight of the noise of the time contraddiction
dust in the space means obliteration
whatever the fuck it means
hit me don't need me
hit me don't heal me
stab me i feel it tear me you want it
fuck me come on do it
all my life drawn in my hands
i cannot live cannot pretend
all my life is slipping away get out of my head
swimming in a pool of blood i lost my skull
soon you were there to fuck me up
just another can just another cage
one day i'll check blood's running in my veins
take a morsel of my hate pain swallow
stay away from my situation hollow
don't you dare to stand close follow
hit me don't need me
hit me don't heal me
stab me i feel tear me you need
fuck me come on do it
all my life drawn in my hands
i cannot live cannot pretend
all my life is slipping away get out of my head,
of the sewer of my head
big piles of shit throwing me out aping me in
cannotlivecannotdiecannotbreathe
big piles of shit exploding inside blowing my hate
cannotlivecannotdiecannotbreathe
can't even try to breathe do you hear me? breathe
breathe
take a morsel of my hate pain swallow
stay away from my situation hollow
don't you dare to stand close follow
my situation
hollow